I’m an optimist. I’m an optimist until it hurts. and then some.
At any rate, I’m also generally pretty positive- when things go downhill I try to stay facing up. I could find the silver lining in the cloud of soot above a coal-fueled power plant. Even if the glass isn’t half full, I’m just glad if it has something in it.
What’s awesome in my life right now?
- I get a lot of support at work. Between my group members, the secretaries that know *who* I am, and the nearly-random people that are also in the department, I get a lot of encouragement. It makes it a lot easier to think that you can do something when there’s even one person rooting for you. When its pretty much your whole department… you don’t just think you can do it, you know you can do it.
- The changes to my body from working out and being on T for over 2 months means that I am easily strong enough to make the throw from shortstop to first base… which means I’ve essentially been promoted. Rock on. I love the infield.
- Name change stuff is really coming together. I have new checks, my credit card bill came for Drew, and my debit card came in the mail last weekend. It’s so queer… I love it.
- When I went to the SSA office, the teller asked for a letter from my surgeons to change my gender marker. I calmly told her that what’s in my pants is no one else’s business. The look on her face still makes me smile. (I have to go back and change my gender marker once I get my new birth certificate)
- No period. At all. Definitely should have had one if I was going to… I approve.
- I ordered new glasses. They’re super hot and nerdtastic. I’ll have them by Monday.
- I don’t notice my voice change much anymore, but people still remark how it’s continuing to drop. Makes me look forward to teaching even more!